Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The Reason: Ch 24

Ok, I seriously thought this was going to be the ending considering the fact that I saved this chapter and titled it as 'Ending' but...well...I don't think it is...since I found another files that said 'True Ending'...so ya...well have a nice read

Ch?

4 years later

Wedding bells were ringing; Ron saw Tavia walking down the aisle and smiled to see that everyone was in such a happy mood. Tavia walked towards Ron and then to her husband to be, Raymond.

Ron continued to look towards the door to see if anyone of his soul mates would be coming in but was disappointed that neither of them showed up. After the wedding ceremony Ron watched his buddy kiss his newly wedded wife and smiled at the fact that his friend was no longer that Raymond who had a huge ego but now was a caring and loving husband.

They went outside to take pictures of the newly wedded couple. Even though Ron was smiling, deep down inside he was torn. He didn’t know that they hated him for what he’d done or they just couldn’t make the wedding. Raymond then walked over to Ron.

Raymond: Disappointed?

Ron: About?

Raymond: You know what I’m talking about.

Ron: A bit. You did invite them right?

Raymond: One is my sister and the other has become a great friend of mine and Tavia what do you think?

Ron: I guess they don’t want to see me then.

Raymond: Come on lighten up. Maybe they’re both too busy.

Ron: I missed them.

Raymond: You should’ve picked one before you lost both.

Ron: But I didn’t want to hurt either one of them.

As doctors and nurses working in a hospital they all had their beepers and cell phones on them 24/7.

Ron felt a vibration, and when he looked it was the hospital calling all of them to return because there was an emergency. They all ran back and found out that a plane had crashed while landing in the airport and 85 passengers were injured. Supposedly the flight had come from L.A. where both Leila and Linda were supposed to be.

Ron: Don’t let it be them! I missed them both so much to know that I’d have to lose them both.

Raymond patted him on the shoulder: Don’t worry, they’ll be fine.

Everyone rushed to the hospital at once since it was an emergency and some speculated it might’ve been an attack. Once they got to the hospital Ron was frantically looking around for the two people who he’d cared for just too much to see them hurt. But to his surprise neither of them was there.

Ron: They’re not here that would mean they’re still alive.

Right then Bobby walked over to him.

Bobby: Ron I have something to tell you. But before I do you must promise to stay calm.

Ron: What is it?

Bobby: They’re both here.

Ron: where?

Bobby: Both came in earlier and…

Before Bobby could finish Ron already ran off. He ran to his office and slammed the door. He didn’t know what to do. He wanted to go find them but he couldn’t stand seeing either one of them in pain. His heart was already torn between the two but now to know that they’re both in danger. He didn’t have the strength to see them. He was too scared that what if one of them died. What would he do? He would never be able to live with himself for letting either of them go. He turned on his computer as he sat in his chair. That chair brought back so many memories of them both.

~Flashbacks~

Leila was sitting on Ron’s lap and he spun the chair around, round and round they went laughing as he wrapped his arms around her waist making sure she wouldn’t fall. From that moment he knew that he truly cared for her, not wanting to put her in any type of danger. But he just didn’t want to admit it.


He was sitting there restless because he’d been working for 20 hours. He then felt someone walk behind him and slowly put her hands on his shoulders. When he turned around it was Linda slowly rubbing his shoulder and giving him a massage. He grabbed her hand and looked deeply into her eyes.

~End of flashbacks~

As he was listening to his favourite song… The Reason… the lyrics from the song caught his attention like usual but this time he felt them more than ever before.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you


Hearing these words just made him feel even worse, he didn’t know what to do. By not choosing either one of them he had hurt them both. He then heard a knock on his door…

~Flashback~

Ron: I should be getting back; I can’t leave her waiting forever. I’ll see you two later. And Leila, do you want me to drive you home or is Raymond?

Leila: I don’t know yet. I’ll call you or knock on your door to tell you.

~End of flashback~


He wished it was her knocking on his door but it wasn’t.

Myolie: Ron, you should come, there’s someone you would want to see for the very last time.

Hearing her words dropped his spirit even more. He followed her to the room and sat outside. He was too afraid to look inside and see who was that person lying on the bed fatally injured.

Myolie: Aren’t you going to come in?

Ron: I’m too afraid…

Myolie: Do you want me to stay with you?

Ron: it’s ok.
At this moment all the memories of both of them rushed through his mind.

~Flashback~

Raymond: I got a question.

Ron: Sure.

Raymond: If my sister and Linda both were stuck in a raging fire. Who would you rescue?

Ron: I don’t know. And besides I will never have to choose.

Raymond: What if you do?

~End of flashback~

He wasn’t able to answer that question before, what are the odds of him being able to answer it now? He then saw Bosco, Raymond and Kevin coming towards him, does this mean that the person in the room was Leila?

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Friday, January 13, 2012

The Reason: Ch 23

Ch 23

It was around 8:00 p.m. since Ron had to change shifts with Myolie since she used those pictures to black mail him again. In order to protect Leila from those rumors he was willing to change shifts with her.

Leila: hey Ron!

Ron: Hi

Leila: why are you still here?

Ron: Myolie black mailed me with those pictures again!

Leila laughed: I thought you didn’t care about them.

Ron: But I don’t want others to think that we’re together then how can you ever get a boyfriend?

Leila continued to laugh to cover up how she truly felt.

Ron: So, why are YOU here now?

Leila: Well…my shift started a couple of hours ago.

Ron: I see.

Leila: Well then Doctor Ng. Shouldn’t you be in one of those examination rooms?

Ron: Well Doctor Lam…I’m still on my little break and where should YOU be?

Leila started laughing: I’m on my break too.

Ron: I see. (He nodded)

Leila: Well you should see cause I’m right in front of you.

Ron pretended to look around and not see her: Where are you?

Leila started to laugh seeing that Ron can fool around like he use to. It was great seeing him happy again, ever since Linda left this was the first time she saw him fool around like he use to. A smile crept up on her face. Ron could see that when he was in pain so was she. Maybe Raymond was right, but he didn’t want to hurt her like he had hurt Linda. He wasn’t sure of his feelings and before he was he didn’t want to even start a relationship with anyone.

Tavia: Doctor Ng you’re needed in examination room 3

Ron: Hey, I got to go and do my job.

Leila: I’ll see you later then?

Ron: Of Course!

As Ron was walking towards the examination room he saw Kevin with this young lady whom he had never met.

Ron: Kevin?

Kevin: Hey Ron!

Ron: What are you doing here?

Kevin: Well, she called me and told me that her friend got into a car accident so I rushed here as soon as possible.

Ron: And she is?

Kevin: Right, I forgot to introduce you to Niki. Niki this is Ron.

Niki: You have to help my friend (She continued to sob as Kevin tried to ease her pain)

Ron: Don’t worry; I’ll try my best.

Ron went into the examination with the hope that he could help Niki’s friend but when he saw whom it was he too had to shed a tear. It’s been a while since he saw her and now seeing her in this condition didn’t make things any better. Her pulse and blood pressure was dropping as he tried to help her, his spirit dropped as her pulse dropped. It was painful seeing her in this condition. Finally she opened her eyes and saw him, the person who she had left many years ago. She muttered a few words to him as he got closer trying to hear what she had to say. His tear fell onto her cheek as she tried to wipe his tear her heart began to stop and in mere seconds she had left this place. Ron couldn’t believe what he just saw. After so many years he had to see her like this and he had to see her leave him once again. But this time it was for good.

Ron walked out of the examination with tears in his eyes. He couldn’t hold them in cause it wasn’t possible.

Kevin: Ron, why are you crying?

Ron: Why didn’t you tell me it was…Ella?

Kevin: I didn’t know. Sorry.

Niki: How is she?

Ron: I’m sorry…she left us.

Niki began to cry and Kevin was there to give her that shoulder to cry on.

Kevin: Sorry man.

Ron: It’s all right.

Ron walked away feeling like he was living in a nightmare that would never go away. All of these things just happen, one by one as he is tormented by how he truly feels. Leila noticed that after Ron came out of the examination room his spirit dropped but she didn’t know why. As she walked towards the examination room she saw her brother with someone.

Leila: Kevin?

Kevin: Hey, you should go check on Ron.

Leila: Why?

Kevin: You know who was in there?

Leila: No.

Niki continued to cry.

Kevin: It was Niki’s friend…Ron’s love…Ella.

Leila: What happened to her?

Kevin: Car accident. You should really go check on Ron.

Leila: Ok. I’ll see you later?

Kevin: Ya.

Leila went off looking for Ron and found him on the third floor checking on the patients like he should be. He was smiling and laughing and talking to his patients like nothing had happened but Leila knew he was just hiding everything inside. She felt his pain and seeing him like this worried her even more than seeing him in tears.

Ron came out of the room and saw Leila standing there.

Ron: what are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be checking on your patients Doctor Lam?

Leila: I came to see you.

Ron: Why?

Leila: Kevin told me about…Ella.

Ron: So you know?

Leila nodded and seeing Ron’s expressionless face scared her.

Leila: Are you all right?

Ron: Ya, I’m fine.

Leila grabbed a hold of Ron’s arm.

Leila: Ron, don’t scare me. I know you’re hurt just cry it out. Don’t keep everything inside.

Ron: Leila, I’m okay. You know what Ella told me before she died?

Leila: No.

Ron: She told me to smile (A tear rolled down his cheek) and she thanked me for seeing her for the very last time.

Leila saw his tear and felt his pain.

Leila: Ron, I’ll be here for you.

Ron: I know. You always will…(He turned around and walked away)

Leila: Ron! Wait up!

Ron turned to face her once again.

Leila: How about a drink? Your shift should end in half an hour.

Ron: Sure. I’ll see you then.

~10:00 p.m. Ron’s shift ended~

Leila knocked on Ron’s door and saw that no one was in there. She quickly ran down to the emergency room to see if he was still there but Ron was nowhere in sight. She began to panic and ran from floor to floor searching for him. As she went looking for him she heard someone call her name and to her surprise it was Ron.

Ron: where are you going?

Leila breathing heavily: I was looking for you.

Ron smiled: If you waited at my office you could’ve saved all of this time and energy.

Leila: Well, how would I know that you would show up there?

Ron: Well…my jacket and briefcase are both in there, what do you think?

Leila went over to Ron and they walked out of the hospital and into Ron’s car. Ron turned on the radio and to his surprise “If” was playing. The song brought back so many painful and wonderful memories of Ella and him that he could no longer hold in his tears but to cry.

Leila seeing how Ron was in tears tried to comfort him, she told him that everything will be ok and that he should move on and “smile” like Ella told him to.

Leila: Ron, you’re in no condition to drive. Let me drive you home.

Ron: thank you.

She drove him home and went up to his place with him. He was still in tears and no matter what she did; it was hard for him to stop completely. His pain was now visible as he sat on his bed and cried for the one he once loved so truly and dearly.

Ron: Leila, you can go now.

Leila: What about you?

Ron: I’ll be fine…(another tear rolled down his cheek)

Leila tried to wipe his tear as he caught her hand.

Ron: Why are you always here for me? What have I ever done to deserve someone like you? Someone who’s always here for me.

Leila: Ron, you’re tired you should go to sleep now.

Ron: I can’t! not until I get things straight.

With tears in his eyes he looked into hers and as their eyes met Leila felt her heart begin to pound harder and harder. She saw that Ron was in pain and she didn’t want to leave his side.

Ron: How about a drink? (He grabbed a bottle of wine and two wine glasses)

They drank and spoke of past fond memories…she was there by his side. In his eyes she was an angel that would never leave him. As the toxic alcohol took control of his body things that he never thought would happened did. He embraced her in his arms as they began to kiss passionately…

The next morning when he woke up she was gone.


~Leila’s perspective~

I think after all of these years I have finally found my treasure at the end of the rainbow. My treasure was with me when I was young…he was the first to hold my hand, the first to ask me out, he gave me my first kiss and now I’ve spent my first night with him. When he is in pain, so am I. But no matter what happens he can always put a smile on his face that would lighten my heart with joy. I love him, but seeing him in pain hurts me too much, maybe I too should leave him so that he can deal with all of these problems on his own. I don’t want to be the one who helps him through everything. Raymond is right, that day when he was speaking to Ron I heard their entire conversation. If Ron doesn’t know whom he likes then maybe, I might not be the one for him. My presence here will only confuse him. Until the day he finally realizes who he truly loves, then I’ll return.

~End of her perspective~

Leila applied to one of the hospitals in L.A. seeing that Linda was there, she might as well join her and plus she always wanted to go. She told Ron about leaving and even though he tried to stop her, she was determined to leave. Ron was once again in pain seeing her leave at the airport. Before leaving she gave him a kiss and he returned her with one as well. She brought along his present, the one he gave her at her birthday to remember him forever. But how could she forget the person that she had fallen so deeply in love with for the past 20 years of her life. As she left Ron and her brothers a tear rolled down her cheek, she didn’t want to go but she had to for Ron and for herself. She needed to see the world and needed to experience things for herself.


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Saturday, January 7, 2012

The Reason: Ch 22

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Ch 22

Once she left Ron felt even worse. Not being able to see her was really getting to him. Maybe he did like her cause right now he really cares about her and misses her. She would email him once in a while saying how happy she is and about how high-tech the hospital is and stuff like that. Those emails would put a smile on his face but not for long. His smile then disappeared because of his doubts. He missed her, he really did. Now every morning when he comes into his office he can’t see her smiling face or when he’s tired she’s not there to tell him to go to sleep. At least he still had Leila, a friend that would never leave him…or so he hopes.

~Lunch~

Ron was sitting there with Raymond and chatting about life and stuff.

Raymond: You miss her don’t you?

Ron: Of course I do.

Raymond: Why didn’t you stop her?

Ron: She didn’t even let me know that she was going to leave, how was I suppose to know?

Raymond: Sorry man! If you loved her, you should’ve told her.

Ron: I don’t even know if I do love her. I miss her, I care for her but that doesn’t mean that I love her. Does it?

Raymond: I don’t know. But then who DO you love?

Ron: I don’t know. I seriously don’t know. If only someone would tell me the answer.

Raymond: I don’t think anyone can buddy. This is something that you have to figure out. Sorry man. (He patted Ron on the back and walked away)

Ron sat there restless in confusion. He really didn’t know what was going on deep down. He closed his eyes for a moment and noticed that someone came over and sat beside him. He didn’t need to open his eyes to know who it was because he could feel her presence.

Ron: I don’t know what to do.

Leila: I know what you SHOULD do.

Ron: And what’s that? (He turned to her)

Leila: To be the Ron who I knew since I was little, who could make me happy when I was sad and would play with me whenever my brothers didn’t. A Ron that was a great doctor who cared for everyone. That’s who you are Ron and so that’s what you should do. Continue to be you.

Ron: But by being me I caused so many people so much pain; I don’t know what to do anymore,

Leila took a hold of his hand: Ron, no matter what I’ll be here for you.

Ron: thanks.

He listened to her words and tried his best to be who he was. He once again had put that smile on his face that mesmerized everyone and covered up all of his sorrow and pain.

Leila had become a doctor who worked full time at the hospital and he would be able to see her everyday. She was the only person who was able to help him through this period of time. She was the only person who was willing to help him through all of these things. She helped him because she still loved him but she knew he could never figure that out by himself. It was funny how it was always her who would tell him that someone liked him. She just wanted him to be happy and by doing so she’s been neglecting her own feelings.

Ron was sitting in his office alone reading Linda’s most recent email.

~Email~

Hey, Ron

It’s been a month now and I know you miss me. (This line made him smile) I’m doing fine in L.A. so you don’t need to worry and I promise I’ll write often and I’ll come back to visit you.

Love Linda

~End of Email~

Her emails were always short but at least she still remembered him. He still missed her…a lot.

He then heard a knock on the door and saw Raymond coming in.

Raymond: What are you doing?

Ron: Just reading an email.

Raymond: From Linda?

Ron: Yes!

Raymond: What did she say?

Ron: The usual.

Raymond: Oh.

Ron: is that why you’re here?

Raymond: can’t a buddy come and just chat with you?

Ron: It’s not like you to do that.

Raymond: Well I want to talk to you.

Ron: About?

Raymond: If you figured out whom you like yet?

Ron: And this concerns you because?

Raymond: Come on, we’ve been pals forever.

Ron: So…

Raymond: SO of course I would care about your love life.

Ron: Well I don’t know.

Raymond: Just out of curiosity, do you like my sister?

Ron: Why do you ask?

Raymond: Cause as her brother I care about her too and just because I don’t show it doesn’t mean that I don’t.

Ron: And…

Raymond: I think she likes you.

Ron: what makes you say that (begins to laugh)

Raymond: Come on Ron, she’s always there for you. Doesn’t that tell you something?

Ron: That tells me that she cares for me like a friend should.

Raymond: Dude, she has never had a single date in years and she’s always there for you no matter what. Don’t you feel anything?

Ron: I don’t know.

Raymond: Don’t tell me you still like Ella?

Ron: I don’t.

Raymond: Then? Do you care for my sister?

Ron: Of Course I Do!

Raymond: Do you like her?

Ron: Of course!

Raymond: Do you love her?

Ron: I don’t know.

Raymond: If my sister and Linda were stuck in a raging fire. Who would you save?

Ron: I don’t know. And besides I will never have to choose.

Raymond: What if you do? (His cell phone rang and he went out leaving Ron in confusion once again)

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