About Me

Hmmm...

It's weird when I sit down to think about all the things that seem to be happening. Are these things happening for a reason, or are they mere coincidences? Regardless of the answer, that I have yet to come up with...I'll go with the flow. Today was oddly enough a chilly day...the weekend was absolutely gorgeous...and yet when there's school it becomes all cold. For some odd reason I feel that it's a bit ironic...it's oddly enough how I feel.

I've never been the person to share my thoughts and feelings with anyone. In fact, very few people get the chance to actually get to know me. I prefer being kept to myself, distant from the world. You may even say I live in a bubble...or a world of my own. Even if this is the case, I'll always be most open to my family. The warmth that my family provides in a way melts this iceberg...which is me. But going back to school, coming back to a place where I feel that this warmth is lacking...once again I'm frozen, distant...and cold.

I don't consider this as being lonely...it's not like I don't have any friends...but rather I prefer to be by myself. You may say I'm in introvert...which is absolutely correct, and to be honest I don't mind. I don't find a need to be around people or fully express myself, or to say much. I like to keep quiet, and think things through before I utter a word or even do something. I plan ahead, I anticipate the reactions of the people around me through my observations...and that's all I do.

That is what I am doing now...and probably will continue to do...